*sigh*

Ive been feeling weird and shaky lately..

The sessions that ive had with him lately have been really special (and nevertheless exhausting) its full of emotions.. I think our relationship ave gone one notch up and that is a good thing i guess.. I really feel so comfortable and happy when im spending time with him but lately ive been feeling kind of embarrassed when im infront of him..

Its like, I feel that ive become a really slutty, dirty girl from the once very innocent girl that i am.. Its weird and its messing up my emotions..

I want to be with him and i LOVE what we do together but i dont understand why i feel this way.. I really dont know why and i couldnt even answer him when he asks me why im feeling that way towards him..

We talked aout it awhile ago and my mind has been set straight once again.. but i really hope i wont go through with these again because it gets me more confused..